I just want to get back to the hospital and see Jer NOW. I hope he is asleep. I hope he slept during the night. I know he was asleep when i left the hospital at midnight and I called at 1:45am and his nurse said he was still asleep. They had given him morphine just before I left and that seemed to ease his discomfort a bit and make him sleepy enough that he could rest. I just want to see him right now. And I will soon...but not soon enough.